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Writing?

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Not entirely sure what to do for a hobby, however i have recently gotten back into writing. I don't know how long this will last, it doesn't usually last long and then I go back to it a few months later due to lack of creativity and inspiration. 
Honestly I'm only currently writing for myself, for my own fun and to get rid of boredom and stuffs, so its not going to be perfect and its probable that no-one will like what I post on here.
I didn't really want my work going out to begin with anyways due to it being like a personal diary and as it all has quite personal meanings whether people understand them or not however this would be a nice learning curve for me and I might be able to get better and share it with others if people help me out, I love feedback and I love any pointers to help me get going as I do want to make this more of a constant thing in my life.
Either way, enjoy it and i'll be sure to be on DA more often I think. (: :heart:
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...so i'm slightly excited but extremely nervous.. hope it goes well... well that is all i wanted to mention. 
(if i get the job i will be so happy!!)
:heart:
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WOOP!

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Just went out and bought the LoTR boxset !!! so happy!!
can't wait to watch it !! <33
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So I had someone pretty amazing visit me this past weekend, in 'sunny'/rainy Wales. It was an extremely spontaneous and random weekend I must say, nothing was planned and the things which were planned were ruined by the rain... although I still had great fun with this 'person', they made me laugh so much with their funny words and we did so much even though we didn't go out much together, we basically stayed in gaming on the Xbox and Pc... (as you do) XD
It was the greatest weekend I've had by far! I'm so happy I met this person, and I think I could really be something with them. They make all my troubles vanish when I'm with them, like there's nothing to be afraid of or worry about. They are perfect!! :heart:
...But the bad thing is they live too far away to be with, I live in the countryside (middle of nowhere) away from everyone and its almost impossible to have any interaction with anyone, I hate it. But with no way of seeing this 'AMAAAZING PERSON' regularly i don't know what I should do, I don't know if its worth putting both of us through stress and pain if its not going to work out (basing this on a past relationship) I know I shouldn't compare this person to others, but its hard when your worried about so much...  Long distance is all I've ever known but its a huge B***h to keep going. I guess I'm just worried about what will come out of it, I don't want the past to repeat itself...I care so much for this person, they mean everything to me, and a part of me really thinks that this is worth trying out, that this is what's mean't for us, I really dunno what to do...  do I try? or do I just ignore the feelings I have for this person?... I feel like I'm at war with myself at the moment, this sucks...  

I wrote this here because I've severely confused with what I should do with myself and I had to kind of let this out somehow.. :/
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Omgosh another hott hott day !
i can't take all this heat ; w ;
32degree's in the uk! >w<
i'm boiling !
omgosh o.o"
nice weather though..but seriously i'm going to burn!
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